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I’m leaving my account. All I do on here is find depressing stuff to reblog because I can relate to it, then vent my problems about feeling depressed, and the cycle continues. So I’m leaving this page, so long followers. Find me on facebook or something. www.facebook.com/nic.wiggins01
Morning
Damnit…this is the sixth day in a row that I’ve almost missed the bus for school. Every morning, I hit snooze on my alarm six times, as it allows me to lay there and think. Of course, not positively, but time to think nonetheless.
I want to go back. When it was the norm to see them text first. When I wasn’t so poisoned by my own feelings. In fact, sometimes I wish I could go back to seconds before I first saw them, but whether or not I still would meet them if I had that chance, I do not know. It would save the two and a half months of optimism turned disappointment, that’s for sure, but then I wouldn’t have the experiences I’ve had with them. Thankfully timetravel is not real, I don’t actually have to make that decision.
Goodday.
Edit:
I know what I’d do. I’d tell myself to not get attached and hopeful, that way it would end up okay.
No Fun
This really isn’t fun…
I stare aimlessly at the ceiling for hours letting the thoughts rush into my head trying to process all of this. Why do you let it continue? You say you don’t like to see me upset…yet you allow me to be. A disappointing answer would still be a million times better than no answer at all.
Just please…please…end the madness.
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